Last night was the best night of rest since probably April. I woke up and just felt rejuvenated. My day progressed with exquisite slowness. I watched some Netflix and then straightened some hair until I hung with Lilly for a couple of hours.
The graduation ceremony passed by so quick. It was much quicker than class night. Being congratulated by the staff was probably my favorite part. They were so nice and seemed sincere. I held it together through that, shockingly.
I started to tear up during Mr Clifford's speech when he said that when we wake up tomorrow, we're walking up as Bucksport alumni. I guess that I just never really thought about that.
Whitney's solo. It was amazing! It sounded really good, my "allergies" started to act up during that.
Taking pictures was fun too of course. I love the camera. :) I can't wait to see them all on Facebook! I enjoyed them until that one comment. Who knew that one comment could make a person feel so bad? I don't feel comfortable in my own skin anymore. I may seem like a confident person, but in reality, I'm one of the most self conscious people with very low self esteem. Right now, I don't even want to leave my room I feel so bad.
Graduation is supposed to be a very happy day. I guess I'm doing something wrong. Just saying.
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