I was told that I've acted depressed since graduation. It's weird how when I actually am depressed, no one notices, but when I'm not, people just seem to think I am.
When I'm actually depressed, I tend to stay in my room and not communicate with anyone. The last few days I've been reading and going to parties. I feel exhausted even though I sleep so I don't waste my energy trying to make sure that everyone else is happy.
I just feel so bored. What am I supposed to do, watch TV all day? Just because I've done that in the past, doesn't mean that's what I want to do now. I'm a different person than I was last summer of any of the summers before. I've evolved into someone new.
I'm going swimming tomorrow. If I go out of the house, maybe people will stop thinking I'm depressed. Just saying. :)
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