Jordan ended up going to Brittany's house to say goodbye too. We took some pictures to remember this summer by. I'm very upset that Brittany decided to leave because we have become very good friends and have amazing weekly beach dates. That can't happen anymore. :'( I'm not sure what to do without her.
She said that she's going to come home in a few weeks to get the rest of her stuff, that's probably when we'll have our next date. Now we're friends on Skype so we can video chat and snapchat and stalk each other on social media. Things wont be the same, but I plan on keeping our friendship. She means more to me than anyone else right now, excluding the few people that I actually talk to because they're all on the same level.
I talked to my mom a little bit about Brittany moving, or at least I tried to. She told me that sense my only friend moved away, I have to make new friends. I know that statement is mostly true. That's why I told her that I know and that's why I'm going away. I'm tired of the people around here and the ones that I've met, I don't care for. She said that I don't know everyone at Husson or Orono. It was her way of trying to convince me to stay here instead of going to UMPI.
I'm used to her saying little things like that, but she's becoming more aggressive about it. I get that she doesn't want me to go away because I help out with driving Kayla and making dinner and stuff, but I don't understand why she's being so rude about it. My mind is set on going away. I can't handle everyone's attitude these days; It's becoming ridiculous. Just about everything I say pisses someone off, or they already have an attitude so they bitch at me. I'm not a punching bag. I may be round like one, but I have heart deep down. They need to get over it. I'm leaving and it's official.
I wish that Brittany or someone, anyone, was here to confide in right now. Just saying.
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