There's been a lot of drama in my friend group the past couple of weeks. In general terms, one friend has a few problems and everyone else has gotten pretty annoyed. It's died down thank goodness.
The drama itself hasn't been keeping me up late at night, it was how I thought people were going to react. The major thing that keeps my mind busy is knowing that my best friend is going to be leaving at the end of the semester.
I don't know how we got this close. I have a history of not getting close to people because it hurts too much when they inevitably leave. I'm always left alone, broken to put the pieces back together.
I think it was my first year seminar that made me open up and be willing to be close to people. I wrote a quick write about a major influence in my life. I picked hearing the story of how love shouldn't be a secret. I slowly became closer friends with her only to find out that she's leaving. Instead of distancing myself, I've decided to become as close to her as I possibly can. It's gonna kill me when she leaves. I'm glad that I met her.
I know that keeping in touch isn't as hard as it used to be, but it won't be the same.
Getting to know her is the best thing that I've done in my first semester of college. I've learned facts about the world, things about myself, and life lessons. I'm going to cherish this time for the rest of my life. Just saying :)
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